This is something that most adults don't understand, and hey who knows when i have children i probably won't understand the pressures they face either. But seriously they used to have pressures to do well at school and what like have your hair as high and weird looking as possible, but they just don't understand we don't just have pressure of school work, we are judged by everything we do, what we wear, who we hang out with, what brand we wear, what we wear, what we do to our hair, are various gadgets, music we listen to, and thats just what i can think of off the top of head. Seriously guys what is the point who are we trying to impress??? a bunch of people who in a few years probably won't even remember us ? or recognise us in the street ? i ask you is it really worth all the effort ??
Honestly i know girls, not going to name any names cause thats mean, who take literally 2 hours or more to get ready in the morning, just for school!! i dread to think how long it takes them on a night out.
The other thing is, now I'm talking about the majority of girls who call themselves "popular", you're trying to impress a guy by putting on a trowel of make up in order to make yourselves look pretty when really most guys prefer natural beauty and want to be able to recognise you without all of it on. another thing that perplexes me and i will never understand is push up bras, ok i get that with certain dresses and in shows or on a special occasion, then yeah ok, but seriously wearing them everyday to try and make your boobs look bigger, i take it you're trying to impress guys right ?? well I'm not being funny but if thats why the guy is interested how is he going to feel when he finds out that their fake?
you might want to think about that next time you're shoving your chicken filets down your bra or stuffing your top with sock or wearing 2 or 3 bras, whatever floats your boat.
seriously if a guy loves you then he loves you for you and you should to!!
remember every girl is a princess and deserves a prince who will treat her like one, just make sure you aren't stealing someone else's because thats not cool and NOT PRINCESS-LIKE.
so girls try toneing the make up down and be yourself because your all beautiful and i love you all!!!
Love from your very own little princess xxxx
OK I'm very sorry that started out as a rant and turned really weird at the end, but I'm like that i go on my own little tangent :) xxxx love you xxx
Wednesday, 25 April 2012
Saturday, 10 March 2012
Musicals
Okay, musicals change my life and shape my life.
They taught me from a young age that it doesn't matter what happens you can burst into song and everything will be better. I include disney as musicals which altogether taught me that one day my knight in shinning armour will come along and pick me off my feet, because thats really going to happen isn't it, i literally use to go around in princess dresses singing about everything and i learnt that it really does help to relive stress and get your emotions out without having a total breakdown!
If I'm honest i do still use singing and dancing to get my emotions out and it really helps me, I do also find myself have a breakdown on the phone to my best friends :S
I think that everyone should live there life like they are on stage, everything that goes wrong is just part of some big plot and will all be ok in the end... unless your in musical like westside story, then your kinda screwed.
But yeah because of musicals i can literally listen to a song once or twice and know all the words, swell as this i learnt that i can conceal my emotions but pretending i am certain characters so acting which has got me through a lot of bad times in my life.
I have not yet found a musical i dont like and thats a fact.
anyway i know that was short but i'm just watching a program about how musicals have changed and i felt like i really needed to let it all out xxx
They taught me from a young age that it doesn't matter what happens you can burst into song and everything will be better. I include disney as musicals which altogether taught me that one day my knight in shinning armour will come along and pick me off my feet, because thats really going to happen isn't it, i literally use to go around in princess dresses singing about everything and i learnt that it really does help to relive stress and get your emotions out without having a total breakdown!
If I'm honest i do still use singing and dancing to get my emotions out and it really helps me, I do also find myself have a breakdown on the phone to my best friends :S
I think that everyone should live there life like they are on stage, everything that goes wrong is just part of some big plot and will all be ok in the end... unless your in musical like westside story, then your kinda screwed.
But yeah because of musicals i can literally listen to a song once or twice and know all the words, swell as this i learnt that i can conceal my emotions but pretending i am certain characters so acting which has got me through a lot of bad times in my life.
I have not yet found a musical i dont like and thats a fact.
anyway i know that was short but i'm just watching a program about how musicals have changed and i felt like i really needed to let it all out xxx
Tuesday, 6 March 2012
LALALALALALALALA!!!!!!
Ok,
every things great !!!
Im coming up to my two year anniversary with my boyfriend, I'm actually getting organised with my school work, and IM BACK TO DANCE!!!!
Life has been restored to its natural balance again.
Seriously you may feel I'm over reacting but i honestly do not know how i have survived the past couple weeks.
Dance to me is a way of life and a thing i have to do in order to relieve myself of stress and anger and well all the crap that you have to put up with being an overdramtic completely emotional teenage girl.
So basicaly every things going well at the moment and I seem to be the happiest I've been for a long long time which if I'm honest must be good for my poor friends and family who have been putting up with my over emotional moody self. I must say i do love my friends they rock they really do. hmmm where to begin..........
D - this girl is honestly my life saviour. I would have a mental break down without her, she always makes my day and puts up with my strange mood changing rants on the phone which half the time you can barely understand. You my love will always be my gorgeous, crazy little fairy ballerina <3
O - Now I'm sure I get right on her nerves most of the time but man give us a piano and an empty room and we will be inspired and make some pretty amasing songs. I could talk to her about anything but we dont hang out that much which we really do need to do, and I will try to actually let you spend money on thins other then food. Don't ever change for anyone and stay your amasing self xx
K - Well we have a love hate relationship tbh. From the moment i met you I'm going to be honest i hated you! I thought you were going to steal my job which was to be the weird one who was a bit different, but we ended up loving each other which I'm glad because you rock and we can sit and have conversations about certain strange positions while watching old dance videos, totally normal.
k - Your just too sexy. i don't see you that often but we do a personal relationship with each other and always seem to end up in strange situations. I really hope we keep in touch and i would love to spend more time with you xxx did i mention we have a child together xxx
J - You really were there for me when i needed you and although we aren't that close anymore your still my food buddy and no one will ever beat the epic feasts we had when you used to come over! I really miss spending time with you and i hope you forgive how much of a bitch i was and that i can get close to you again. xxx
AK - You are amasing. need a say anymore...... are jamming sessions are legionary and we do have some hilarious but awkward conversations. i feel like i have known you my whole life and i could tell you anything. i love you sooo muchxxxx
There are sooo many other people i could talk about but i think those 6 are my main girlies who are big in my life at the moment. Im sure it will change but i hope i dont lose touch with any of you i really dont xxxx i love you alll sooo much.
Thankyou for everything you've done xxxx
every things great !!!
Im coming up to my two year anniversary with my boyfriend, I'm actually getting organised with my school work, and IM BACK TO DANCE!!!!
Life has been restored to its natural balance again.
Seriously you may feel I'm over reacting but i honestly do not know how i have survived the past couple weeks.
Dance to me is a way of life and a thing i have to do in order to relieve myself of stress and anger and well all the crap that you have to put up with being an overdramtic completely emotional teenage girl.
So basicaly every things going well at the moment and I seem to be the happiest I've been for a long long time which if I'm honest must be good for my poor friends and family who have been putting up with my over emotional moody self. I must say i do love my friends they rock they really do. hmmm where to begin..........
D - this girl is honestly my life saviour. I would have a mental break down without her, she always makes my day and puts up with my strange mood changing rants on the phone which half the time you can barely understand. You my love will always be my gorgeous, crazy little fairy ballerina <3
O - Now I'm sure I get right on her nerves most of the time but man give us a piano and an empty room and we will be inspired and make some pretty amasing songs. I could talk to her about anything but we dont hang out that much which we really do need to do, and I will try to actually let you spend money on thins other then food. Don't ever change for anyone and stay your amasing self xx
K - Well we have a love hate relationship tbh. From the moment i met you I'm going to be honest i hated you! I thought you were going to steal my job which was to be the weird one who was a bit different, but we ended up loving each other which I'm glad because you rock and we can sit and have conversations about certain strange positions while watching old dance videos, totally normal.
k - Your just too sexy. i don't see you that often but we do a personal relationship with each other and always seem to end up in strange situations. I really hope we keep in touch and i would love to spend more time with you xxx did i mention we have a child together xxx
J - You really were there for me when i needed you and although we aren't that close anymore your still my food buddy and no one will ever beat the epic feasts we had when you used to come over! I really miss spending time with you and i hope you forgive how much of a bitch i was and that i can get close to you again. xxx
AK - You are amasing. need a say anymore...... are jamming sessions are legionary and we do have some hilarious but awkward conversations. i feel like i have known you my whole life and i could tell you anything. i love you sooo muchxxxx
There are sooo many other people i could talk about but i think those 6 are my main girlies who are big in my life at the moment. Im sure it will change but i hope i dont lose touch with any of you i really dont xxxx i love you alll sooo much.
Thankyou for everything you've done xxxx
Sunday, 29 January 2012
thearapy
Ok this is not me giving advice about what to do with your life.
So if thats what you're looking for stop reading now.
I have always been an emotional person but tried to keep it under control by finding things to do such as when I'm angry or just in a bad mood i dance and all the stress and tension goes away and i dance more passionately, similar to this when I'm upset or feeling emotional i sing and let all my emotions flow into the song. i personally find this very therapeutic and enjoy it in the end ( i do also find a good cry helps sometimes and watching a slushy film with chocolate and ice-cream.) But i cant do either at the moment! And i honestly don't know what to do with myself! I have Hyper-mobility which means I'm ridiculously flexible and can do crazy thing with my body, this normally has no problems accept my hips pop out every now and again but the other day my right hip popped out and i couldn't pop it back in and it was out further than ever before, my most amasing friend helped me pop it back in and look after me but i found t painful to walk on and could not straighten it, i thought it would you know go away but after two days it got worse so i went to the hospital and had hip x-rays and all sorts, i had to wait for 6 hours did i mention in order to see the doctor i mean seriously someone needs to sort the health system out because there was one women who was puking she was that ill and they just sat her down and gave her a bucket and another guy was rushed in from an ambulance and was wrapped in a blanket, this guy was very elderly and was obviously confused and didn't even know the time i might add and he was just wheeled over to the corner and told he might have to wait a while but someone will come and collect him, at this point the wait time was 5 hours, so he would have sat there for 5 hours with not a clue whats going on all on his own with nothing to do, bless him. Honestly i was horrified! But when i finally got into the doctor he took hours to figure out what was wrong, with me having to answer a load of questions due to my hip x-ray like is there any chance i could be pregnant, and when was my last period, while being placed into very unladylike positions in order to take my x-ray, and in the end he figured out that what i had wrong was exactly what my partner thought i had wrong anyway which is that i have torn my quadricep mussels and have to wear a pressure bandage and can't dance for at least 2 weeks!!!!!!!! Now i understand that i need to get better but two weeks! seriously do they not understand how grumpy I'm going to get and yeah i do feel kinda sorry for myself but more than that i feel for my mates and my gorgeous boyfriend who has already put up with me crying my eyes out about the pain and cuddled me though my stressing out, and if that wasn't enough they all now have to deal with the mega bitch from hell, excuse my french but i really do feel for them and want to apologise in advance for my crabby-ness. But yer so i can't dance and now to make matters worse i have a sore throat and so i can't even sing! anyway i am sorry for that little rant but it had to be done cause i feel so strange that everything i do i can't. so yeah hopefully next time i will be a little cheerier. talk later xxxxxxxxxxx
So if thats what you're looking for stop reading now.
I have always been an emotional person but tried to keep it under control by finding things to do such as when I'm angry or just in a bad mood i dance and all the stress and tension goes away and i dance more passionately, similar to this when I'm upset or feeling emotional i sing and let all my emotions flow into the song. i personally find this very therapeutic and enjoy it in the end ( i do also find a good cry helps sometimes and watching a slushy film with chocolate and ice-cream.) But i cant do either at the moment! And i honestly don't know what to do with myself! I have Hyper-mobility which means I'm ridiculously flexible and can do crazy thing with my body, this normally has no problems accept my hips pop out every now and again but the other day my right hip popped out and i couldn't pop it back in and it was out further than ever before, my most amasing friend helped me pop it back in and look after me but i found t painful to walk on and could not straighten it, i thought it would you know go away but after two days it got worse so i went to the hospital and had hip x-rays and all sorts, i had to wait for 6 hours did i mention in order to see the doctor i mean seriously someone needs to sort the health system out because there was one women who was puking she was that ill and they just sat her down and gave her a bucket and another guy was rushed in from an ambulance and was wrapped in a blanket, this guy was very elderly and was obviously confused and didn't even know the time i might add and he was just wheeled over to the corner and told he might have to wait a while but someone will come and collect him, at this point the wait time was 5 hours, so he would have sat there for 5 hours with not a clue whats going on all on his own with nothing to do, bless him. Honestly i was horrified! But when i finally got into the doctor he took hours to figure out what was wrong, with me having to answer a load of questions due to my hip x-ray like is there any chance i could be pregnant, and when was my last period, while being placed into very unladylike positions in order to take my x-ray, and in the end he figured out that what i had wrong was exactly what my partner thought i had wrong anyway which is that i have torn my quadricep mussels and have to wear a pressure bandage and can't dance for at least 2 weeks!!!!!!!! Now i understand that i need to get better but two weeks! seriously do they not understand how grumpy I'm going to get and yeah i do feel kinda sorry for myself but more than that i feel for my mates and my gorgeous boyfriend who has already put up with me crying my eyes out about the pain and cuddled me though my stressing out, and if that wasn't enough they all now have to deal with the mega bitch from hell, excuse my french but i really do feel for them and want to apologise in advance for my crabby-ness. But yer so i can't dance and now to make matters worse i have a sore throat and so i can't even sing! anyway i am sorry for that little rant but it had to be done cause i feel so strange that everything i do i can't. so yeah hopefully next time i will be a little cheerier. talk later xxxxxxxxxxx
Friday, 20 January 2012
my little intro
Random people.x
Right iv'e never done this before so not really sure why I surpassed to say, I do warn you I am quite an emotional person and I will probably at some point have a rant and maybe offend some people, I won't ever use names and if I do offend you I really don't mean to. Anyway it's not my fault, I'm blonde.
Lets see, before i begin you should really learn a few things about me, even though I have no idea who you are which seem a completely strange thing because I'm going to be describing my feelings and life to a stranger; I could have sworn my mum warned me something about strangers in my youth, oh well. So I'm 15 at the moment and have had a very eventful life! I'm blonde, I have absolutely no common sense, I adore dance and it probably takes over my life, which means my social life, or lack of it, is hindered as most nights are spent, dancing, rehearsing, or teaching. People who know me would probably say I'm bonkers and quite a cheeky person. Although I lack the knowledge of whose in government or that camilla is in fact not dead, I'm actually reasonably intelligent, I know it sounds crazy but its true, I just have no idea what's going on in the world which is really bad and I really do need to sort that out.
To be perfectly honest I love the idea of a blog and some of my friends have blogs so I thought hey i'll give it a go and see what it's like. Seriously though, love me or hate me i'll tell it like it is and i'll try not to bore you too much, but I don't know who you are and i'll probably never meet you, even if I do I won't know its you and you won't know it's me. Wait i have just realised i've been chatting away and you don't even know my name! I'm Gaia, yes I know weird name, so you might realise its me because how many blonde over dramatic people called Gaia are there in the world? Ok two me's, thats a very scary thought believe you me. So I'm just gonna try and do a blog whenever I feel like I have something I'm bursting to say and so catch you later and love it hate it whatever, just enjoy!
Love you all.x
Your strange little cheeky monkey.
Gaia xxxxx
Right iv'e never done this before so not really sure why I surpassed to say, I do warn you I am quite an emotional person and I will probably at some point have a rant and maybe offend some people, I won't ever use names and if I do offend you I really don't mean to. Anyway it's not my fault, I'm blonde.
Lets see, before i begin you should really learn a few things about me, even though I have no idea who you are which seem a completely strange thing because I'm going to be describing my feelings and life to a stranger; I could have sworn my mum warned me something about strangers in my youth, oh well. So I'm 15 at the moment and have had a very eventful life! I'm blonde, I have absolutely no common sense, I adore dance and it probably takes over my life, which means my social life, or lack of it, is hindered as most nights are spent, dancing, rehearsing, or teaching. People who know me would probably say I'm bonkers and quite a cheeky person. Although I lack the knowledge of whose in government or that camilla is in fact not dead, I'm actually reasonably intelligent, I know it sounds crazy but its true, I just have no idea what's going on in the world which is really bad and I really do need to sort that out.
To be perfectly honest I love the idea of a blog and some of my friends have blogs so I thought hey i'll give it a go and see what it's like. Seriously though, love me or hate me i'll tell it like it is and i'll try not to bore you too much, but I don't know who you are and i'll probably never meet you, even if I do I won't know its you and you won't know it's me. Wait i have just realised i've been chatting away and you don't even know my name! I'm Gaia, yes I know weird name, so you might realise its me because how many blonde over dramatic people called Gaia are there in the world? Ok two me's, thats a very scary thought believe you me. So I'm just gonna try and do a blog whenever I feel like I have something I'm bursting to say and so catch you later and love it hate it whatever, just enjoy!
Love you all.x
Your strange little cheeky monkey.
Gaia xxxxx
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