thearapy

Ok this is not me giving advice about what to do with your life.
So if thats what you're looking for stop reading now.





I have always been an emotional person but tried to keep it under control by finding things to do such as when I'm angry or just in a bad mood i dance and all the stress and tension goes away and i dance more passionately, similar to this when I'm upset or feeling emotional i sing and let all my emotions flow into the song. i personally find this very therapeutic and enjoy it in the end ( i do also find a good cry helps sometimes and watching a slushy film with chocolate and ice-cream.) But i cant do either at the moment! And i honestly don't know what to do with myself! I have Hyper-mobility which means I'm ridiculously flexible and can do crazy thing with my body, this normally has no problems accept my hips pop out every now and again but the other day my right hip popped out and i couldn't pop it back in and it was out further than ever before, my most amasing friend  helped me pop it back in and look after me but i found t painful to walk on and could not straighten it, i thought it would you know go away but after two days it got worse so i went to the hospital and had hip x-rays and all sorts, i had to wait for 6 hours did i mention in order to see the doctor i mean seriously someone needs to sort the health system out because there was one women who was puking she was that ill and they just sat her down and gave her a bucket and another guy was rushed in from an ambulance and was wrapped in a blanket, this guy was very elderly and was obviously confused and didn't even know the time i might add and he was just wheeled over to the corner and told he might have to wait a while but someone will come and collect him, at this point the wait time was 5 hours, so he would have sat there for 5 hours with not a clue whats going on all on his own with nothing to do, bless him. Honestly i was horrified! But when i finally got into the doctor he took hours to figure out what was wrong, with me having to answer a load of questions due to my hip x-ray like is there any chance i could be pregnant, and when was my last period, while being placed into very unladylike positions in order to take my x-ray, and in the end he figured out that what i had wrong was exactly what my partner thought i had wrong anyway which is that i have torn my quadricep mussels  and have to wear a pressure bandage and can't dance for at least 2 weeks!!!!!!!! Now i understand that i need to get better but two weeks! seriously do they not understand how grumpy I'm going to get and yeah i do feel kinda sorry for myself but more than that i feel for my mates and my gorgeous boyfriend who has already put up with me crying my eyes out about the pain and cuddled me though my stressing out, and if that wasn't enough they all now have to deal with the mega bitch from hell, excuse my french but i really do feel for them and want to apologise in advance for my crabby-ness. But yer so i can't dance and now to make matters worse i have a sore throat and so i can't even sing! anyway i am sorry for that little rant but it had to be done cause i feel so strange that everything i do i can't. so yeah hopefully next time i will be a little cheerier. talk later xxxxxxxxxxx

my little intro

Random people.x
Right iv'e never done this before so not really sure why I surpassed to say, I do warn you I am quite an emotional person and I will probably at some point have a rant and maybe offend some people, I won't ever use names and if I do offend you I really don't mean to. Anyway it's not my fault, I'm blonde.
Lets see, before i begin you should really learn a few things about me, even though I have no idea who you are which seem a completely strange thing because I'm going to be describing my feelings and life to a stranger; I could have sworn my mum warned me something about strangers in my youth, oh well. So I'm 15 at the moment and have had a very eventful life! I'm blonde, I have absolutely no common sense, I adore dance and it probably takes over my life, which means my social life, or lack of it, is hindered as most nights are spent, dancing, rehearsing, or teaching. People who know me would probably say I'm bonkers and quite a cheeky person. Although I lack the knowledge of whose in government or that camilla is in fact not dead, I'm actually reasonably intelligent, I know it sounds crazy but its true, I just have no idea what's going on in the world which is really bad and I really do need to sort that out.
To be perfectly honest I love the idea of a blog and some of my friends have blogs so I thought hey i'll give it a go and see what it's like. Seriously though, love me or hate me i'll tell it like it is and i'll try not to bore you too much, but I don't know who you are and i'll probably never meet you, even if I do I won't know its you and you won't know it's me. Wait i have just realised i've been chatting away and you don't even know my name! I'm Gaia, yes I know weird name, so you might realise its me because how many blonde  over dramatic people called Gaia are there in the world? Ok two me's, thats a very scary thought believe you me. So I'm just gonna try and do a blog whenever I feel like I have something I'm bursting to say and so catch you later and love it hate it whatever, just enjoy!
Love you all.x
Your strange little cheeky monkey.
Gaia xxxxx