Saturday, 10 March 2012

Musicals

Okay, musicals change my life and shape my life.
They taught me from a young age that it doesn't matter what happens you can burst into song and everything will be better. I include disney as musicals which altogether taught me that one day my knight in shinning armour will come along and pick me off my feet, because thats really going to happen isn't it, i literally use to go around in princess dresses singing about everything and i learnt that it really does help to relive stress and get your emotions out without having a total breakdown!
If I'm honest i do still use singing and dancing to get my emotions out and it really helps me, I do also find myself have a breakdown on the phone to my best friends :S
I think that everyone should live there life like they are on stage, everything that goes wrong is just part of some big plot and will all be ok in the end... unless your in  musical like westside story, then your kinda screwed.
But yeah because of musicals i can literally listen to a song once or twice and know all the words, swell as this i learnt that i can conceal my emotions but pretending i am certain characters so acting which has got me through a lot of bad times in my life.
I have not yet found a musical i dont like and thats a fact.
anyway i know that was short but i'm just watching a program about how musicals have changed and i felt like i really needed to let it all out xxx

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

LALALALALALALALA!!!!!!

Ok,
every things great !!!
Im coming up to my two year anniversary with my boyfriend, I'm actually getting organised with my school work, and IM BACK TO DANCE!!!!
Life has been restored to its natural balance again.

Seriously you may feel I'm over reacting but i honestly do not know how i have survived the past couple weeks.
Dance to me is a way of life and a thing i have to do in order to relieve myself of stress and anger and well all the crap that you have to put up with being an overdramtic completely emotional teenage girl.
So basicaly every things going well at the moment and I seem to be the happiest I've been for a long long time which if I'm honest must be good for my poor friends and family who have been putting up with my over emotional moody self.  I must say i do love my friends they rock they really do. hmmm where to begin..........
D -  this girl is honestly my life saviour. I would have a mental break down without her, she always makes my day and puts up with my strange mood changing rants on the phone which half the time you can barely understand. You my love will always be my gorgeous, crazy little fairy ballerina <3
O - Now I'm sure I  get right on her nerves most of the time but man give us a piano and an empty room and we will be inspired and make some pretty amasing songs. I could talk to her about anything but we dont hang out that much which we really do need to do, and I will try to actually let you spend money on thins other then food. Don't ever change for anyone and stay your amasing self xx
K - Well we have a love hate relationship tbh. From the moment i met you I'm going to be honest i hated you! I thought you were going to steal my job which was to be the weird one who was a bit different, but we ended up loving each other which I'm glad because you rock and we can sit and have conversations about certain strange positions while watching old dance videos, totally normal.
k - Your just too sexy. i don't see you that often but we do a personal relationship with each other and always seem to end up in strange situations. I really hope we keep in touch and i would love to spend more time with you xxx did i mention we have a child together xxx
J - You really were there for me when i needed you and although we aren't that close anymore your still my food buddy and no one will ever beat the epic feasts we had when you used to come over! I really miss spending time with you and i hope you forgive how much of a bitch i was and that i can get close to you again. xxx
AK - You are amasing. need a say anymore...... are jamming sessions are legionary and we do have some hilarious but awkward conversations. i feel like i have known you my whole life and i could tell you anything. i love you sooo muchxxxx

There are sooo many other people i could talk about but i think those 6 are my main girlies who are big in my life at the moment. Im sure it will change but i hope i dont lose touch with any of you i really dont xxxx i love you alll sooo much.
Thankyou for everything you've done xxxx